Golden Showers

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The first time someone asked me to pee on them was a few years ago, before I was an official pro Domme. At the time I was selling my used panties and slowly getting into offering kink and fetish sessions. I honestly didn’t understand the appeal of someone wanting to drink my piss but it didn’t offend me either so I was willing to indulge.

DJ Diddles with the hot new PeeMix

DJ Diddles with the hot new PeeMix

I knew this person well and we agreed that there were no guarantees and no pressure, in case I got stage fright. I chugged my water and hoped for the best. Well, I guess I got whatever the opposite of stage fright is because I blasted that boy like a busted fire hydrant and instantly gained a new kink in the process!

It seems so obvious to me now, the warm, flowing liquid spraying from between my legs is an instant, visceral, bodily turn-on. Not only does it emulate the visual of cumming, it also just feels great - a wonderful relief. With a little assistance from my DJ Diddles skills, it just feels phenomenal! I became adept at holding my pee and punctuating the scene with release when warranted. Excuse me while I brag (because I can't put this on a resume so you'll just have to validate my weird skills) - I’ve had many a golden shower enthusiast note that they had never seen someone pee as much as me.

Well guys, that just warmed the cockles of my giant, full bladder so I kept practicing at every opportunity. I loved the animalistic, primal feeling of “marking my territory” and I loved the fleeting nature of piss too. It has this inherent, panic inducing immediacy, it's only here for at most 30 seconds so you better enjoy yourself - right now. Well, the golden shower bookings kept coming and so did I!

The warm, flowing liquid spraying from between my legs is an instant, visceral, bodily turn-on. Not only does it emulate the visual of cumming, it also just feels great - a wonderful relief. Well, practice makes pervert and I quickly gained the confidence to reliably time and provide my golden showers to fellow enthusiasts on a regular basis. Around this time, I also started offering Golden Lattes at my local coffee shop. Yup, you read that right - Golden Lattes at a coffee shop! Thinking of it now, it's probably one of the only forms of public play I've ever been into because it was absurdly public and somehow totally discreet.

Here's how it would work: I would meet the person, grab a table with them and tell them to wait there. I would go order two coffees for us and dip into the bathroom before returning to the table. I'd simply dump out one cup in the sink and fill it with pee then return to my 'friend'. Sometimes I'd enter the bathroom with just one double cupped coffee, returning with two and sometimes I'd just have one cup and skip the coffee myself if it was late.

I think the key to staying discreet was the fact that I would frequent this coffee shop on my personal time as well, the staff kind of knew me and was seriously, somehow, none the wiser. I would be there at such random times, the staff was often different and the place was pretty big, super busy and open 24 hours so that definitely helped keep everything low-key which was important for me.

I sometimes wonder if anyone ever noticed me, maybe they thought I was consulting with people or going on dates with a plethora of very different people - HA! I still wave at that spot in Mississauga when I drive by now, ah my old ‘office’, my sweet pee pee palace.

I would just make casual conversation with the person while they sipped their golden latte, occasionally asking how it tasted with a little wink. I'll never forget the men shaking from arousal, utterly buzzing from the perverse yet entirely harmless high.

When I was in the bathroom "making" my Golden Latte, I would also take a nice, up close selfie video of me pulling my pants down and filling the cup. I would send this to the person after our meeting - I know, so fucking hot, right? I would just make casual conversation with the person while they sipped their latte, occasionally asking how it tasted with a little wink.

I'll never forget the men shaking from arousal, utterly buzzing from the perverse yet entirely harmless high. Naughty, naughty, naughty. I was just totally hooked. Not only addicted to the golden shower fetish in all it's kinky forms but also enamored with the power play of it, the themes of humiliation, worship and degradation all ripe for the picking.

The pure power I was given was surely among my most formative kinky experiences, it helped me realize that I was sexually dominant, not just in these situations but in my personal life as well. This play filled in the gaps for me sexually, like something I had intuitively waited for, despite not consciously realizing anything was missing.

I started drawing the feeling of power out in my watersports scenes, mindfully exploring every aspect of the play. Pissing on a hard cock and watching the euphoria wash over them, working towards their face and learning the difference between sweetly feeding someone a trickle or blasting them visciously if the mood was right. It definitely became my thing and I was insatiable for a while there.

I recently had an old client return to me whose only kink is golden. If golden showers weren't such a personal turn on for me, it may be a tough session because there's only so much you can pee and then there's no ‘back-up’ activities to do once that's done. Guys, I don't know if you noticed but golden is my thing so I've been blasting this guy with piss as often as he can visit over the last month. My legs apart, his mouth open, just blasting my piss down his thirsty little throat as if my toilet was permanently broken. It's making me feel the tingles right now as I type this!

Basically, golden showers or watersports can be used in so many ways in a scene and I love every, single one of them. From just pissing on another person’s body, to pissing on their face while their mouth is closed, same with mouth open, pissing on them while smothering, pissing in a glass and making them drink it, chugging water beforehand and having lovely tasting piss, chugging coffee beforehand and tasting like a raunchy fresh brew - you get the point. If you're curious about experimenting with golden showers, I'm a great person to play with because I have crazy bladder control so I can stop and start at will and I genuinely love it so even if you don't have fun - I definitely will ;)

Bastienne Cross

Experienced, professional Dominatrix and lifestyle kinkster, Bastienne Cross is a FemDom content creator in Toronto, Ontario, Canada. Mentioned in the Huffington Post and a featured author on the ‘best blog reel’ on FemDom-Resource.com, Bastienne values quality and a sense of humour in all aspects of her practice, inside and outside of the dungeon.

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